when I can’t sleep

It’s almost 4 am. And I still can’t sleep ! I have to go to university early morning tomorrow and I’m so tired already.. but I CAN’T SLEEP >_<  

I thought I get rid of my insomnia  problem for ever, but now I realize that it comes  occasionally at this time of every  year ! how weird is that !! its annoying me and make me tired for all day , sometimes I think of taking pills but I don’t want to go to this way..

Anyway usually when I cant sleep I do these thing, not to make me able to sleep , but to make me lose the feeling of time :S

1^st : calling my friend, and if I don’t get an answer from the first time I give up

2^nd : reading a book , Qur’an mostly..

3^rd : arranging my messy room, which always turn out to be a bad idea.. cause there are a lot of mess in here

4^th: go online for searching , chatting , blogging, reading blogs…etc

5^th: watching a movie on my laptop  

At some point –rarely- I get sleepy and hardly go to sleep, of course after it’s too late.. and I usually get 2 or 1 hour of sleeping     poor me

 

Summer shots

Sand chick made by toto & medo… what do you think, hot or not ?

 

I think we know their answer

 

Trying to make a sand angel

 

our best ride

 

 

Lamees the lil divel is tanning with her cute lil bikini

 

I like this one too

 

Short Break

Yup.. From everything

That wasn’t my idea but after thinking about it, it feels so right for now… I need a short break from almost everything… I need to clear my mind since things got worse. I need to get away from the same places, the same people and the same routine everyday.

As soon as I finish my med-term exams on Sunday, I’ll take the rest days off and go to Jeddah for some recreation.

Every year of my life I face these gloomy feelings maybe for a month or two… and it always came for the same reasons every time! Basically they are 10 reasons:

1.     I tend to let things hanging out and not finished it on time or not finish it at all

2.    When I become super busy with something I forget to contact my friends and keep in touch with them, when they blame me on this I always run out of excuses! I miss them a lot

3.    Lately I made a lot of bad decisions and I take time to figure that out

4.    This is so not like me but lately I feel that I give up too easy

5.    I lost my ability to listen to others problems as I am known by

6.    I waste my money on things I don’t need

7.    I feel tired most of the time

8.    I become so out of shape

9.    I’m always bored

10.  I’m sick of hiding my true feelings

 

 

Random

Blogging can be so boring sometimes! For me I like to read others blogs more than blogging my own… although I had so much things that I can blog about it, but I don’t! Even if I had the time for it! It’s not like I have to, but I like to document most of my life stories in a place like this… and I like sharing and receiving comments from others..

I don’t really have so much to talk about right now.. so I’m just ganna leave you with random pics..

BBQ night

Listening to: Richard Marx – Now and Forever
Mood: relaxing & watching Star Academy 5 

Last night I had so much fun with my family and specially my crazy cousins, playing and goofing around out side my place.. The weather was so cold out there and it was turning colder every single hour,  I was passing by the small griller every minute getting warm by the fire The food was yummy and I ate like a pig :9

I like spending time with my family once in a while cause I just feel natural & spontaneous around them, and that’s really important for me to be able to have a good time… And I can’t wait to gather with them again.. I’ll go to Lollina’s as soon as she finishe her exams… I wish u luck sweety ow ya rab t7a9li elemteyaz be jadarah

You too soso

And everyone of course…

The pix are not that clear cuz they were a phone camera shots:

  

 

Warm, warm, warm =D

 

Sweet Potato

 

YamOo

Yes, it was that cold =D !! But I guess they were hiding from the camera =P