Why Fat ??????

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What is the different between these two sentences: ( she’s pretty, but fat! ) and ( she’s fat, but pretty! )

Well, I would say there is a huge different. If I’ve been told the first one I would be mad L its OUCHY ! its like a quick compliment followed by a sting slap on the face..!  the fat word will cancel the pretty factor immediately :S .. While the second one is not as painful as the first! Cuz it means that they still can see you are pretty although you’re fat, the fatness factor didn’t cover your beauty , at least not yet :S *LOL*

Its not a secret that I’ve gain a lot of weight lately and I’m still trying to lose the extra weight I gained, actually it has been my new obsession now! But I cant stick with my diet and till now I didn’t lose that much cuz I’ve been cheating with snacks and chocolate. I don’t want to make any excuses for that but exams are really good excuse! I can’t resist grabbing a bar of chocolate whenever I feel down and frustrating..

My biggest fear is to gain more weight and become a really fat person :< since I can’t stop emotional eating it might happen!! And I don’t believe ppl who says: ” that its shallow to think in such a way and nothing wrong with fat ppl” !! Cuz of course there is something wrong with them! First, its unhealthy and it reveals a lot about problems and issues in their life. Second,  it affects on their self-esteem. And self image is really important these days, and it won’t be complete without feeling confidence, and good look of course Let me put it this way: If I see a fat Barbie I wouldn’t buy her cuz I want a pretty doll I can play with!!

I’m not talking about those skinny model type of girls who look like they’re suffering from anorexia. But I mean healthy looking girls.

Well, I don’t know why I’m typing about that but maybe to push myself more to really starting a healthy way of life and eating habits.

2aaaaaaaaaaaaaa5 wish I can do it right this time.

No more FAT!

music: Daddy Yankee Feat. Fergie – Impacto

mood: ready 4 exams

here is the issue… I gain weight these days and I reach a point I never reached before. And that scared me to death! I really hate my shape and I don’t like myself in a pair of a skinny jeans or a mini skirt! And that’s sad cuz I like these cloths :( and I want to be skinny again!

I’m not ganna say how much I Wight :S but I will say it’s a shocking number :’(

That’s why I’m on a diet now, and I decided to start a new routine from now till I become skinnier, and I involved  my best friend *who suffer from the same issue* Ferfer with me.

And this is gnna be my schedule:

7:00 am : wake up, have my breakfast ( a green apple + green tea ), get dress for uni.

7:30 am : go 2 uni.

3:00 pm : back home, eat lunch ( green salad + grilled chicken or something + fresh juice)

4:00 pm : take a nap.

6:00 pm : walk with Ferfer for an hour.

7:00 pm : study & do my H.W

8:00 pm : dinner ( Skimmed yogurt or something light) then back to study again.

12:00 am : go to sleep.

 

Usually I get frustrated and bored, specially that i have exams now and ((nafsiyati 3adatan tkoon zeft)) but this time I feel that I will do it right..

 

So wish me luck..

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