Archive for April, 2009

13
Apr
09

If we can’t have what we love ..we must love what we have

If we can’t have what we love ..we must love what we have

I’ve been repeating this sentence many time everyday since I had this very bad destructive feelings all over my body and soul. I need to remind myself about the fact that I can’t have everything I want, which is hard, since I got everything I wanted so far. That’s why I can’t accept this fact easily. And also it’s hard for me cause what I wanna have is not just a thing, it’s actually a very very special thing to me..
I know it’s not fair to us, but that’s life anyway.. And I hope we’re ganna make it…Until then, Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I’ll never criticize
All you’ve ever meant to my life
I don’t want to let you down
I don’t want to lead you on
I don’t want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I’m not sure i’m worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don’t want to let you down
I don’t want to lead you on
I don’t want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to say but goodbye
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to try
Though it’s gonna hurt us both
There’s no other way than to say goodbye