Resolutions

Listening to:  Glenn Lewis – Fall Again

Mood: prepared

 

As  the beginning of every year, I start to write about my new plan for the year cuz it helps me concentrate about my goals and achieve them.

And I read this reasons to write down you’re resolutions in one of face book’s applications and I think they’re totally right:

·         Writing down your Resolutions and Goals helps make them more likely to happen

 ·         Telling your friends and the rest of world makes you commit to them

·         You can get great ideas from other people’s New Year’s Resolutions

·         You can receive encouragement and support from the Them 

 This time I have like thousand of things I hope to do or change about myself. And hopefully I will  some of these resolutions were decided from the last year but I couldn’t achieve them, some were stolen from other peoples’ resolutions and I decided to do the same and some are new

My plan for 2008:

- spend more time with my sis
- focus more on my education

- help my sister in her school studying

- be optimistic and enjoy life more

- Start going to the beauty salon or spa regularly

- be organized
- redecorate my room

- Try to figure out who’s my friend and who’s not
- buy more books and read a book every month

- buy a new laptop

- buy a new cell phone

- appreciate what I have

- make MOE the happiest person in the world for all what he did to me
- walk more
- sleep early and get up early
- catch up with friends I haven’t seen for years

- save money

- lose more weight

- create a complete new look for me

 

 

Eid Adha Mubarak

Listening to:  You Were Meant For Me – Jewel

Mood: Bored

Eid Ad7a Mubarak every one

I woke up late today forgetting all about Eid since we don’t celebrate in this Eid as every year, I don’t know why but maybe cuz we live in makkah ! and half of my family perform hajj every year so …

Anyway Hope you’re all having more fun than I do :) I’m stuck in my house babysitting the children alone !! :S I’m not complaining but I’m so bored and it’s not fair since its Eid and vocation :(

When my mama back I’m sooooo out of here, I’ll go to Jeddah with my cousins and hit the mall for shopping till I’m broke and I wanna go to the sea too, the weather  is so perfect for camping there for two days so maybe I wil..

But in order to go I must finish my radiation physics presentation THEN  study it AND study  for the f**king Quantum exam in the first week of uni :S Daaaaamn I hate uni :S

IM BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED  :’(

 

 

 

Forget ipod..!!!!

Listening to: Iris – Goo goo dolls

Mood: Relaxing

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just received this email from my friend Amal about this incredibly cute MP3 Player  

 

I actually like it.. it looks cute and I love Mickey. But there is no way I replace my ipod!

 

C ya …

 

Why Fat ??????

Listening to:  Tamer 7osni- 3enaya bet7ebbak

Mood: mabsoo6ah bas shaylah ham !

De3ayt laban

What is the different between these two sentences: ( she’s pretty, but fat! ) and ( she’s fat, but pretty! )

Well, I would say there is a huge different. If I’ve been told the first one I would be mad L its OUCHY ! its like a quick compliment followed by a sting slap on the face..!  the fat word will cancel the pretty factor immediately :S .. While the second one is not as painful as the first! Cuz it means that they still can see you are pretty although you’re fat, the fatness factor didn’t cover your beauty , at least not yet :S *LOL*

Its not a secret that I’ve gain a lot of weight lately and I’m still trying to lose the extra weight I gained, actually it has been my new obsession now! But I cant stick with my diet and till now I didn’t lose that much cuz I’ve been cheating with snacks and chocolate. I don’t want to make any excuses for that but exams are really good excuse! I can’t resist grabbing a bar of chocolate whenever I feel down and frustrating..

My biggest fear is to gain more weight and become a really fat person :< since I can’t stop emotional eating it might happen!! And I don’t believe ppl who says: ” that its shallow to think in such a way and nothing wrong with fat ppl” !! Cuz of course there is something wrong with them! First, its unhealthy and it reveals a lot about problems and issues in their life. Second,  it affects on their self-esteem. And self image is really important these days, and it won’t be complete without feeling confidence, and good look of course Let me put it this way: If I see a fat Barbie I wouldn’t buy her cuz I want a pretty doll I can play with!!

I’m not talking about those skinny model type of girls who look like they’re suffering from anorexia. But I mean healthy looking girls.

Well, I don’t know why I’m typing about that but maybe to push myself more to really starting a healthy way of life and eating habits.

2aaaaaaaaaaaaaa5 wish I can do it right this time.