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Listening to: A whole New World – Aladin & Jasmin
Mood: Relieve

Finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally I finish Quantum Mechanics exam although I didn’t do well but I’m so happy and relieve cuz I finished it. It was a burden on my shoulder and I was waiting for the moment I through it away…!
When I woke up I decided to not take the exam cuz I didn’t finish studying! I was crying like crazy, called ‘MooNi‘ and talked to her to tell her wish u luck in the exam but she convinced me to show up and take it even if I didn’t answer one damn question! the exam was hell difficult and I just answered the first question :S *wallah ye7med rabbo cuz 7allaitoh :p* and I ignore the rest of course cuz it was so beyond my interest !! I was the first girl out of that gloomy exam room, even the supervisor was so surprised cuz I finish this early while the other girls were trying so hard to answer, there was a big exclamation mark above her head and she was flipping the pages of my answer sheets and asked me : (did u answered all the questions ?!), I answered without looking at her with soooo ridicules “I don’t care” face expression: (hell no !) *lol*
Any way when I get out I saw ‘SALAMOON‘ and told her: (see, I told ya I will finish early loool) she laughed all loud cuz she didn’t expect that I could be serious and do it , but I did ! for the first time of my life I do something like this….! And I hope it will be the last!
When it comes to uni I take everything very serious and spare no effort to study, but in quantum everything was so confusing from the beginning and I knew that I will never finish studying this shit in even a week..!
Anyway im so relieve right now and im happy and nothing could disturb my mind even when I hear later about my bad mark I won’t be sad at all cuz no one sane can survive this thing :S

i need a week off

Listening to:  Tamer 3ashor_maba2ash

Mood: confused

 

I’ve been thinking a lot these days about my live, and how it turned to be a big mess.. sometimes I feel that its so hard for me to keep my life arrange in a certain way just because a lot of things happening so fast, one after other.. good, bad, weird and unexpected things.. what a chaos..! and I can’t catch or deal with them all at once.. they all mixed together to become this big mass of burden in my heart. And it makes me feel blue and it’s really a wrong time because I’m already burdening by exams. And its not easy for me to deal with this now. But I tried to start arranging my priorities to know what issues should I deal with, and what should I omit..

My priorities should be in this order:  

1.       Family.

2.       Education.

3.       Love issues.

4.       Friends.

5.       Financial.

6.       Other relationships.

And I keep this list as it is whenever I’m ok.

 

But  lot of times it turns this way:

1.       Love

2.       Love

3.       Love

4.       Love

5.       Love

6.       Love!!!!

And at this stage either I’m in my happiest days of my life or my worse..

 

Right now its like that:

1.       Education.

2.       Family.

3.       Friends

4.       Financial

5.       Other relationships

6.       Love.

 

What I realized when I looked at the list, that I didn’t put “myself” at any level on it…! And that’s what I think the cause of my problems now… I feel that I’m exhausted, out of energy.

I don’t wanna move,  I don’t wanna think , I don’t wanna do anything right now. I can use a long vocation away from everything and everyone.. but as I said… things always happen to me  in the wrong time.

 

Dracula in the uni

music: Back at One – Shayne ward

mood: raygah! 

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there are a lot of things happen in our life that we just can’t let it go without talking about.. whether it was an accident,  a weird situation, a remarkable day, a funny story or even people you met!! yes people who makes an impact in you’re life, in a good or a bad way… for me, I can’t always remember those who leave a good impression about themselves, cause I meet a lot of them all the time *thank god*.. but I can easily remember those who annoy me, disturb my mood and ruin my day, or who make me feel inconvenience, cause actually I rarely see them.. they  pop up in my life once in a while *unfortunately*…

 one of those people is a woman in our university, that I never ever see her outfit EVER :S .. she always wear 3abayah although that there are no men around… she never walk without it when she check the classrooms.. she’s more like a pat-woman with her black and dark style!! and I can confirm that she bring this black scary aureole around her *as in the horror movie :S* and she have to surprise you when she come in an unexpected time..! she had that white and pale Dracula frown face, with a scary pop out eyes!!!! I swear I’ve never see this woman smile before!!! and she never talk and if she did, she would say something stupid or stupid… !

   I still didn’t figure out what is her job in the university exactly!?  She just interrupt our lectures with her scary face, stare at the girls, do her “tashmeegah” move, then go :S !!!! so can I know what she suppose to get pay for?? Or as my friend Amani says: ” hada esmoh hadr le Amwal aldawlah *lol* ”  seriously I don’t know what made me blog about her! ..Maybe cuz she really started to annoy me :S ..Well I just wanted to talk about this woman since I can’t tell her that in her face till I know what the hell is she doing in our uni exactly ..!  I’m starting to think that she’s just a ghost :S ! 

                                            C ya                                          

 

 

 

No more FAT!

music: Daddy Yankee Feat. Fergie – Impacto

mood: ready 4 exams

here is the issue… I gain weight these days and I reach a point I never reached before. And that scared me to death! I really hate my shape and I don’t like myself in a pair of a skinny jeans or a mini skirt! And that’s sad cuz I like these cloths :( and I want to be skinny again!

I’m not ganna say how much I Wight :S but I will say it’s a shocking number :’(

That’s why I’m on a diet now, and I decided to start a new routine from now till I become skinnier, and I involved  my best friend *who suffer from the same issue* Ferfer with me.

And this is gnna be my schedule:

7:00 am : wake up, have my breakfast ( a green apple + green tea ), get dress for uni.

7:30 am : go 2 uni.

3:00 pm : back home, eat lunch ( green salad + grilled chicken or something + fresh juice)

4:00 pm : take a nap.

6:00 pm : walk with Ferfer for an hour.

7:00 pm : study & do my H.W

8:00 pm : dinner ( Skimmed yogurt or something light) then back to study again.

12:00 am : go to sleep.

 

Usually I get frustrated and bored, specially that i have exams now and ((nafsiyati 3adatan tkoon zeft)) but this time I feel that I will do it right..

 

So wish me luck..

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