Killing Emotions

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mood: sad & sorry  

 

Missing you is driving me crazy! As u said before I’m starting to create problems between us for a very lame reasons and that because I miss you so much.. why I’m doing that? Is it normal or it is just me! But to be fair to myself, when I’m doing it I found it  very reasonable for me at the time… but when I think about it later I realize that it was nothing and I shouldn’t act the way I did and start a problem. I know it’s so hard for you to stand me sometimes because of my hysterical  & immature reactions. But you have to know that I’m trying my best to avoid anything can cause a problem  between us. But with our situation, I’m here and you’re there… it makes it too hard for me to be tough  and have a self-control. I don’t wanna say that I’m sick of missing you all the time, it’s not like that.. but I’m tired and exhausted of being away from you and I know you feel the same too. Its so hard… so much that it cause us problems and tears everyday. But thanks god that we understand each other very well otherwise we wouldn’t be together now!  I wish u back soon.

 

 

Sad/Happy Saturday

Although I didn’t wanna  get up and go to the university this morning, I was glad cuz I did go cuz we took all lectures today.. first day of school always make this conflict feelings inside us, you feel happy cuz you’re ganna meet all you’re friends again after the vocation & in the same time you feel frustrated because of all the boring lectures you’re going to take.. well, that was my feeling today. What make it worse that I was so tired cuz I didn’t get much sleep last night. And that showed on me since the first lecture “Quantum Mechanics” the most boring course ever, it’s all about mathematics and I hate math! I was literally struggling to be a wake and write down my notes! Gosh I hope I can survive this course :S

One of the common things in our uni that make me laugh to death is the way girls dress up in this particular period of time. They look like they came from a costume or Halloween party or something, to be more accurate, they look soooo scary!! I swear I’ve never seen girls with tons of make up like those girls in our uni!!! Some of them can actually put like 7 different colors on there eyes!! And that shimmering powder that not supposed to be put in the morning is blinding me, I have to wear sunglasses in the class because of it   *lol*.. seriously,  who can get up early morning and put so much make up like this!!

GIRLS!! Wake up !! its not pretty at all!!!!!!!

Well, the day has passed and I have so much work to be done and so much Lectures to be write..

Wish me luck

Happy Eid :)

I don’t know what goes wrong this year with Ramadan and al3aid! it was different and not very joyful!

first Ramadan past really quickly! I even didn’t feel the spirit of it unlike usual! then the first day of 3id was so weird and not happening as every year..  but overall it was fine..

the night before we went to my aunt house where all the family have to gathered at the same time of every year.. but not everyone has came! which made me a lil bit disappointed and sad but still, we had our time of fun and laugh.. we stayed a wake all the night till morning, they went to almesh’had prayer while soso and I stayed home waiting for them.. after they came back we had a luxurious breakfast, my favorite was Lina’s famous sandwich *so yummy*.. after having a hilarious time with each other we went back home.

            Suhail                                 Leena

             Reen                                  Soso

waiting for the oven

pick whatever you want to make u sleepless at Eid’s night

I was very tired and I haven’t much time to sleep! it was 9:00 am and I didn’t prepare for what I supposed to wear at evening.. but I forgot all about it and slept like a dead body!

I woke up at 6:00 pm like crazy and I was screaming all loud: ” why didn’t anyone wake me up :@ ” !!##@$#??!  I started by taking a super quick shower and fixed my hair quickly *I never liked the way its done ever*.. did my own professional make up of course *its the only thing I can do right * and got dressed in a wildly crazy way :S *imagine the clothes throwing all over the room* I was wearing a black & white mini dress, black leggings, black leather boots  and a matching black pearly necklace and silver earrings.. then I went downstairs waiting for my aunts and cousins..

it was 8:00 pm and they should be here right now..! I was waiting and waiting and getting mad every single minute passed.. and finally they showed up at 10:00pm !!!!! I was really mad cause they were late! but its EID so what can I do but putting a stupid fake smile on my face   but after that we had so much fun.. *still, not as much as the years before* The family pictures taking time was fun we are like pro of pausing for pics

at 2:00am everybody has gone and I was hell tired.. I struggled to sleep but I couldn’t..

I hope everyone had a pleasant first day of 3aid, and kol 3am ow ento b5air J

i like her outfit

i like her boots too!

Marmaritta :>

i draw on them all

Hello World.. SuZ is Here :)

After looooong loooooooong time of being away from internet since my old space http://cutelilsuzy.spaces.live.com/.. Finally! I decided to start blogging again..

What take me so long????

 Well, First of all I wanted to have my own website and I still don’t know what hosting service I should deal with, and second of all the lack of knowledge from me about all this HTML, FTP, CSS, front page or wutever :S …etc . so I think I’m ganna stay in wordpress  for a while until I learn more about these stuff. Till that time, I hope I find it home like in here

Later